speech day yesterday.
ended around 9.
left school around 9.30 to kfc.
didn't eat although i was hungry
just didn't feel lyk eating.
left kfc around 10.without saying goodbyes.
moodswing due to some reasons.
went i got home,
i realised that i only ate a stawberry ice-cream the whole day.
woww. I didn't eat!!
can you belive it???
haha, random.

my bus jorney home was a emo one.
i lyk bus rides, i gives me time to think.
i thought thur' lots of things.
the happy and the unhappy ones.
trying to get a signal on wats right and wats not.
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crush on my bed and started crying.
Don't have to know why.
i just thought to myself, after crying, tis all would be over.
which is obviously bull shit,
cause im still bloging abt how terrible my life is.
whinning abt how i coldn't stop feeling for him.
The emotions doesn't stop does it??


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it cuts me deeper everytime i see her close to you.


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No school today.
no outing too.
sleeped off most of today.
again, i didnt feel lyk eating.
ate when i went for dinner with my grandfather.
he looks so happy when he saw my family.
i heard tat he's not really happy living with my uncle.
Family problems, shall nt bore the readers with tat. :)

jorney home in dad's car was a funny one.
kept laughing becuse of ur conversations.
funny mann.!
made my day!
haha.


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Near to you, im healing but it's taking so long.