5:30 AM / Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Today's abt the same as yesterday.tat's all you'll have to noe.//He talks to me so much,bt in the end, my name never appears in his life.i thought you were looking at me today, stright in the eye.i felt happy for a moment, thn i turned back.only to see the girl of his dreams, the one he couldn't get his eyes away from.i felt nth for a moment there, just thinking wat a fool i was knowing he would never look at me with such eyes, with such intense.And went i got home today, on my computer.and on the screen was the worst i saw this few days.the fact tat i couldn't deceive myself , the words he typed.because of those simple words, my heart got cold, hard and i really couldn't feel a thing,nt now, nt later bt maybe forever.i love you and i guess i always will.bt tis stress you're leaving me with,it's a torture , and i don't want to live with it.thn i guess i'll try very hard to give up.Friends we'll be, i say, i mean.she's a great girl, now go for it.tell her how you feel, so your heart will be seen.and thn we'll all live in harmony, with my heart still unseen.