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JoVial Lim.
And yes, im this girl with the big smile.
designer: somewaytolov-e
images: music+pixels
And yes, im this girl with the big smile.
designer: somewaytolov-e
images: music+pixels
3:10 AM / Thursday, April 15, 2010
Hello.
movitational workshop is fun.
apart from the mass distractions im going through right now.
i just hope i can get thru' the mid years.
:(
i don't know if you care anymore & i don't know whether you'll be reading this.
although i said i'll stay away,that doesn't mean im not hoping for another chance.
i get the point that should leave you alone, but i really can't do it.
everywhere i go, i'll miss you.
Because i know i'll never walk the same path with you again.
time will heal all wounds?
i wonder how long will it take to heal mine.
maybe if i stand on my ground 2 months ago, i wouldn't fall so hard.
this 2 months have been alot to me.
& this memories doesn't seem to want to \fade.
i just wished it would all go away.
2 months, it's not a long period of time but it was enough for me to really fall in love with you.
2 months, it's all it takes to make me fall harder.
my eyes hurt and i just want to stop crying.
but they don't seem to obey me anymore.
someone stop this pain for me, please.
people would polly say that they will remember everything that they went thru' together.
but not me.
i'll sound mean, but i don't want them anymore.
i don't want to think about it everytime and feel sad for myself.
im just trying so hard to move on, but yet it i can't.
i don't want to left alone, im afraid to be left alone.
but i guess all i have to say is that it's over, & i shd face reality.
maybe i'll cry afew more times to ease the pain thn maybe i'll be ready for a new chapter of my life.
but even thinking bout it makes me scared.
ARGH. i hate how life works.
movitational workshop is fun.
apart from the mass distractions im going through right now.
i just hope i can get thru' the mid years.
:(
i don't know if you care anymore & i don't know whether you'll be reading this.
although i said i'll stay away,that doesn't mean im not hoping for another chance.
i get the point that should leave you alone, but i really can't do it.
everywhere i go, i'll miss you.
Because i know i'll never walk the same path with you again.
time will heal all wounds?
i wonder how long will it take to heal mine.
maybe if i stand on my ground 2 months ago, i wouldn't fall so hard.
this 2 months have been alot to me.
& this memories doesn't seem to want to \fade.
i just wished it would all go away.
2 months, it's not a long period of time but it was enough for me to really fall in love with you.
2 months, it's all it takes to make me fall harder.
my eyes hurt and i just want to stop crying.
but they don't seem to obey me anymore.
someone stop this pain for me, please.
people would polly say that they will remember everything that they went thru' together.
but not me.
i'll sound mean, but i don't want them anymore.
i don't want to think about it everytime and feel sad for myself.
im just trying so hard to move on, but yet it i can't.
i don't want to left alone, im afraid to be left alone.
but i guess all i have to say is that it's over, & i shd face reality.
maybe i'll cry afew more times to ease the pain thn maybe i'll be ready for a new chapter of my life.
but even thinking bout it makes me scared.
ARGH. i hate how life works.